well it is snowing again. sort of. it will be. they say.
this is the fourth time after the snow season was supposed over. normally i wouldn't know this but when snowing means not sleeping for a night and instead being outside the whole time by yourself shoveling.
ok part of the night is spent riding in the plow (driving between buildings or if i finish shoveling before he finishes plowing)
but anyway most of the night is spent by myself doing work that requires not much thought. so i end up having conversations with myself. but not really myself. i have conversations with people that aren't there, but are just in my head. most of the time i pretty much know what they will say, how the conversations will go. just normal everyday conversations, easy to imagine. other times i might get into a debate. not with myself, that would be crazy, but a debate with another person. they just happen to be in my head. when i am not sure how the person i am talking to would respond. so i have to have the debate multiple times. with different responses each time.
sometimes the next day (not really the next day because the true next day i usually end up working all day at the grind. so the two days really meld into one) i sometimes forget what conversations i had were real and if they were real what was the real one.
usually i end up figuring it out when i realize pretty much all of the conversations i have while shoveling are not real.
going out shoveling tonight. probably shoveling until i work saturday 7-4:30. (maybe a little break tomorrow to work lunch) yay. who knows what fun conversations will be had (maybe with you - well i mean, kind of you)
yeah basically shoveling makes you crazy.
Wow...you have an interesting mind, Thomas.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you will know what those voices in your head will say. I think we all debate with ourselves though...tis only healthy.If these voices/conversations take over you...maybe it is good that the snow should be traveling way north for the summer. I don't think shoveling is completely healthy for you given what you have stated? Maybe that only is applicable if you have conversations with me...or kinda with me as you would say.
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